5am and im up again!

Didn't end up working or showing my dogs yesterday as I'd had planned. I must have switched my alarm off in my sleep and ended up oversleeping, and when I woke up I felt awful. Just generally exhausted and coldy feeling. My hips hurt too much to get up and about too.

I feel so guilty for having to miss events like this that I had booked. Not only did I end up losing money from the entry fees, I missed seeing people I've not seen in a very long time, missed the chance to make money with my dog show stall, and missed out on doing something I love doing with my dogs.

Ended up sleeping all day. But of course that means that tonight (last night?) I couldn't sleep and it is now 5.15am and I'm still awake, although I do feel rather tired now.

Still not taken my tablets so I've made myself a nice cup of tea and I'll try to settle down for a few hours sleep after that.